Sunday, November 4, 2012

"You are coming out of Lo Debar!"

As I was about to take out my Bible for study time this morning, God spoke these words to me, “You are coming out of Lo Debar. The enemy has exiled you to a place where God’s presence is absent, but God is taking you out of that place to the place where His presence is. You are coming out of Lo Debar!”
I Samuel 20:17 says that Jonathan loved David as much as he loved himself. Their friendship was something that defied the odds because of Jonathan’s father, Saul’s, obsession about killing David; nevertheless, the two were best friends. In I Samuel 31 Jonathan dies, along with Saul, in battle. In II Samuel 9 David remembers the covenant he made with his best friend, Jonathan, and asks is there anyone left from Saul’s family (who fled in fear when David became king because they thought he would take retribution out on them for the way Saul had treated him).
Siba, who was a servant of Saul, tells David about Jonathan’s son, Mephibosheth, who was crippled as a child when he was dropped as Saul’s family fled the palace in fear. Mephibosheth now resided at Makir’s house in Lo Debar. David tells servants to bring Mephibosheth from Lo Debar. When Mephibosheth arrives David says, “Don’t be afraid, I will be kind to you for your father, Jonathon’s, sake. I will give you back all the land of your grandfather, Saul, and you will always eat at my table.” (II Samuel 9:7)
Lo Debar was a city in Manasseh. The name means no pasture, no word, and no communication. God’s promise in Psalms 23:2 is that we are to rest in green pastures. Pasture as defined by the dictionary is grass or other vegetation eaten as food by grazing animals. It’s ironic that this place Lo Debar also means no word. The spiritual food we eat is the Word of God. There’s no spiritual food in Lo Debar. God tells us to rest in the freshness and abundance of his Word, but when we let fear drive us to Lo Debar we get no rest in God’s Word because we can’t hear God’s Word when we live in fear.
Fear not only prevents us from hearing God’s word, it takes us out of position. Mephibosheth’s rightful position was not in Lo Debar. His rightful position was at the king’s table. It take’s you out of God’s presence. Ephesians 2:6 says, “He has raised us up with Christ and gave us a seat with Him in heaven.” He has seated us in heavenly places, yet, we instead, sit at the table of depression or the table of oppression, or the table of grief, or the table of sickness or the table of lack.
David’s first words to Mephibosheth were, “do not be afraid”. David cast out that spirit of fear out of Mephibosheth. Then Mephibosheth was able to be restored to his rightful position at the king’s table (seated in heavenly places) and received his rightful possessions. In I Samuel 30:8, after the Amalekites had kidnapped David’s family and stolen all his possession, God told him that he would recover all. Now David was telling Mephibosheth the same thing. David gave Mephibosheth back everything that belonged to Saul, but he couldn’t receive the possessions until he was in position.
You can’t receive the possessions if you are out of position. The right position to be in is seated in heavenly places. The right position to be in is in the presence of God because it is the only way you will be able to hear His Word. You get in position by prayer, fasting, worship, studying your Bible, exercising your faith, walking in obedience and loving your neighbor as yourself. The Word says to seek first the Kingdom and His righteousness and then (and only then) will everything else be given to you. Also the reason Mephibosheth was restored was because of David's covenant with Jonathan. Restoration comes only comes when you are in covenant with God (like the covenant of paying tithes).
God is bringing you out of Lo Debar, a place of desolation, isolation and separation from Him. He is bringing you out of Lo Debar and into a place where His presence is abundant. It is a place of rest and a place of green pastures. A place where there is no fear nor condemnation. It is a place of anticipation, restoration and restitution. You are coming out of Lo Debar.
Kendy Ward

Saturday, October 13, 2012

The Masters of the Universe

As a child my Saturday mornings were reserved for watching cartoons like Thunder Cats, Transformers, G. I. Joe, Gem, and I could go on and on.  I reminisce on those days, and I am reminded of how simple life was.  Admittedly, I sometimes long for the simplicity life offered me as a child, where my only concern was be deciding which cereal to eat while I watched my Saturday morning cartoons.  

The other night I was up unusually late and turned on the TV.  I was flipping channels and stumbled across Qubo, a children's network.  I do not have any kids so I seldom pay attention to children's programming, but what made my hands freeze on the remote control this particular night was the fact that one of my favorite childhood cartoons was on this channel.  I had not watched He-Man since I was maybe eight or nine years old.  I cannot explain how excited I was to be watching this cartoon because it brought back so many great memories of Saturday mornings that my sister, brother and I shared.

As I watched the episode of He-Man that had an underlying message to kids about social responsibility and taking care of the Earth, God gave me a spiritual message.  Of course, as a child I never noticed how many spiritual principles are wrapped up in He-Man, but as I watched I began to get revelation after revelation of the symbolism in this cartoon.

Adam is the prince of Eternia.  He and his twin sister Adora were separated by birth by the wicked, Skeletor, whose mission is to overthrow Eternia so he can rule and reign instead of Prince Adam.  Firstly, the prince's name is Adam just like the first man that God created in the Garden of Eden (Eternia) where he ruled and reigned until Satan (Skeletor) came along and separated Adam from his destiny.  Just like Skeletor in the cartoon, Satan's main mission is to rule and reign over the Earth instead of man.  

Prince Adam cannot battle against Skeletor's evilness by himself.  When he is confronted by Skeletor's evilness he takes out his sword.  Just like Prince Adam we also have a spiritual sword, which is the Word of God (I just noticed that sword without the “s” is word).  Prince Adam raises his sword and says, "By the power of Grayskull I have the power".  As a kid, I would be running around the house repeating these words, as I pretend to be a part of the cartoon also, not realizing how powerful what he was saying really is.  

Grayskull in the cartoon holds many secrets and great power that must not be accessed by Skeletor because if he gets his hands on those secrets he would be unstoppable.  Our Grayskull is heaven and all that is in heaven, which includes God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.  When Prince Adam utters the words by the power of Grayskull I have the power he is then transformed into a super human being with extraordinary strength and ability.  This alter ego is called He-Man.  When Prince Adam holds up his sword and makes a confession he is supernaturally transformed and can perform super human feats.  

I'm sure by now you can see where I am going with this.  God has given us the Word as our defensive weapon against the enemy.  Jesus wielded His spiritual sword in the wilderness when Satan attacked Him with temptation and the enemy retreated in defeat.  Jesus spoke the words of scripture from the Old Testament.  That is how we defeat the enemy in the spirit realm.  It is by speaking the Word of God.  When we hold fast to the Word like Prince Adam held fast to his sword and call on the power of Jesus we too will see a supernatural transformation in our lives.  

By the power of the Holy Spirit we have the power also, and when we make this confession we will see the manifestation of His power in our lives.  In John 14:14 Jesus says, If you ask anything in my name, I will do it."  From this scripture the church began to say after their prayers "in the name of Jesus", but what does that really mean?  I think when we say this phrase we focus on the word "name" instead of the word "Jesus".  We quote "it's a name above every other name", but what makes it that?  Is it those five letters strung together?  It’s really the power of Jesus himself.  Jesus was saying if you ask anything in my power I will give it to you.  Call upon my power and I will give it to you. Just like Prince Adam said by the power of Grayskull I have the power, we too must say by the Power of Jesus I have the power.  In Jesus we have the power! 

When we say in Jesus’ name we are invoking the power of Jesus, and should be cognizant of that fact every time we say those words so that we expect the supernatural to follow.  When Prince Adam uttered those words he always expected something supernatural to happen (we all did too as we watched the cartoon), and it always happened. 

God wants to transform us by His power to regain power and authority over the Earth.  In Jesus’ name we have that power, and as we speak it fully aware and expectant of the supernatural we will see the manifestation of Jesus’ promise to us.  “Jesus said, I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven.  Listen, I have given you power to walk on snakes and scorpions, power that is greater than the enemy has. So nothing will hurt you’.”  (Luke 10:19) 
He is waiting for us to walk in that power, and now is the time to walk in that power.  It is time for us to be the masters of our universe.  We have the power!

Friday, October 5, 2012

God Esteem: Preparation for the Promise

Jesus prepared for 30 years to carry out a three and half year mission.  Preparation takes time.   We do not like when things take too much time.  We lack the patience and at times feel like we are not doing what we are supposed to be doing.  We must look at Jesus’ example again.  While in preparation I am sure Jesus was still doing meaningful things like cultivating relationships and I suppose He had a very fulfilling career as a carpenter.  While God is preparing us to be immersed into our destiny we should still be content where we are.  Paul says in Philippians 4:12 that he learnt the secret of being content in all situations.  Of course, he got that example from Jesus, as he said in I Corinthians, he follows Christ’s example.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Thursday, October 4, 2012

God Esteem: The First Commandment


Then God blessed them, and God said to them, “Be fruitful and multiply; fill the Earth and subdue it; have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over every living thing that moves on the Earth.” Genesis 1:28 (NKJ)  
Genesis chapter one, God gives us instructions.  He tells us that we are in charge of the Earth, but it is like we did not get the memo.  Instead of us being in charge, it seems as if the world is in charge of us.  God told us to subdue the Earth and take dominion over it.  Yes, man has subdued the world at large in many ways, but when it comes to our own personal world (our personal Garden of Eden) it does not seem as if we get it.    We must walk in obedience to God's command, subdue and take dominion of our Garden of Eden, our personal domain.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

God Esteem: Follow God's Lead

We come in to the fullness of our destiny when God has developed in us all that is needed to carry out the task. For Joseph it was character and for Esther it was boldness.  For me it could be forgiveness.  Whatever it is, God will take you through a battery of tests until that thing is perfected in you.  Once it is perfected, God will then allow you to walk into your destiny.  David said in the Psalms that He leads us on a path of righteousness for His name sake (Psalm 23:3).  He has the road to our destiny all mapped.  We must trust Him and follow Him as He leads us down that path.  

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

God Esteem: Time and Eternity


Because we only operate inside of time, we cannot not fathom eternity or the fact that eternity has no beginning and no end.  God is eternal and has no beginning or no end.  So would it not be reasonable to conclude that if our spirits are eternal that means it too has no beginning or no end.   Before time God had a conversation with you.  He told you all the wonderful things and all the not so wonderful things that were in store for you.  He reminded you that even though it does not always appear to be all good; all things always work out for His good.  And He said during life I will remind you of this declaration.  I will remind of the plan I have for you and I will help you fulfill it.  You just have to stay in relationship with Me and listening to Me.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Monday, October 1, 2012

God-Esteem: Choice


God’s redemptive plan for man after the fall of Adam and Even in the Garden of Eden was that through God the Son becoming flesh; dying; shedding his blood; conquering death, hell and the grave; and rising on the third day man would be redeemed to his rightful position as long as he accepted Jesus as his Lord and Savior.  Jesus was fully human and fully God for thirty-three years.  His destiny was that redemptive plan, which was to die. 
Now as we see in the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus did have a choice in whether He would fulfill that destiny.  As He prayed to God the Father, He said, “Nevertheless, Father, Your will be done and not mine” (Mark 14:36).  He made a choice to obey the Father and carry out His divine destiny.  So even though God has a plan for us just as it says in Jeremiah 1:5, we have a choice in whether or not we are going to go along with His plan for our lives.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward


Sunday, September 30, 2012

God-Esteem: Glory to God

God created us so that He would be glorified.  We bring glory to God when we live according to God's blue print for our lives. In  Jeremiah 29:11 it says that God has plans for our lives.  This plan that God has for us is our purpose.  It is the job assignment that God has for us while we are here on Earth.  When we are living according to the purpose God has for us we are bringing Him glory.  This plan is not limited to spiritual things.  God is concerned about every part of our lives.  The Word says that He knows the number of hairs on our heads.  God is into the details.  He has a plan for our spiritual maturity, a plan for us career or business wise, a plan for us with our relationships and in any other area of our lives.  It is up to us to seek Him out and find out what His perfect will for our lives is so that we can give Him Glory in all we do.

Saturday, September 29, 2012

God-Esteem: Destiny and Purpose


The Birth of Destiny and Purpose
I'm hot.
I'm cold.
My emotions are out of control.

I'm bloated
And irritated.

My waist line is expanding
And I am demanding
Fulfillment to these cravings.

I'm back and forth
For restroom stops
I'm uncomfortably
Uncomfortable.

I am pregnant.
I am pregnant with
A girl named Destiny
And a boy named Purpose.

You see there are twins
Nestled in my womb
And I am about to go into labor.

I am fully dilated
And Destiny is crowning
Destiny, she is being pushed out of me
And I've got my eyes wide shut
Closed tight against the pain and agony.

I am pregnant.
I am pregnant with
A girl named Destiny
And a boy named Purpose.

I'm in labor.
Laboring over Purpose.
Purpose seems a little more
Difficult to deliver than Destiny.

There are labor complications.
My blood pressure rises,
Threatening still birth -
A death of Purpose
A dead Purpose.

But I cannot give up on Purpose
Because of my Destiny
I have enough strength for
One last push.

My Purpose seems fragile at first.
His breath is shallow and heart beat weak.
So I ready myself for battle.
I ready myself to war over my Purpose.

I am beyond the point of exhaustion
A weak smile lights my face
There are remnants of the pain, the struggle,
The fear of near death.
Stretch marks will remain as battle scars,
But none of it really matters now that
The twins, Destiny and Purpose have
Been born
.

Friday, September 28, 2012

God-Esteem: God's Glory

God’s intention behind man’s creation was to create an expression of Himself to bring Him glory on Earth. Now the other side of that is how we bring glory to God. How we bring glory to God is through the fulfillment of our destiny, whether it be as a preacher, a business man, a doctor, a lawyer or singer. When we are walking according to the divine destiny that God has for us (Jeremiah 1:5), we will bring glory to His name.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Thursday, September 27, 2012

God-Esteem: The Battle Ground


Like God we are also triune beings. We are body, spirit and soul. We are most familiar with our body because it is the physical part of ourselves that is most apparent to us on a daily basis. Our spirit is the essence of life that God the Son breathed into us during creation. It is the part of us that lives forever. It is also the part of our being that we least recognize because we do not see it and do not deal with it on a daily basis, but it is the most important component of our trinity because it is eternal like God. It is the part of us that will either rule and reign with God for all eternity, or be tormented with Satan for all eternity. The other part of our trinity is our soul, which is also composed of three parts – mind, will and emotions. This is where most of our battles take place. Our struggles between good and evil wage in the soulish realm - the mind, will and emotions.


When Satan tempted Eve in the Garden of Eden he did not engage her in physical combat instead he planted an idea in her mind that appealed to her emotions (vanity) and her will to obey God faltered and eventually failed. Satan's tactics have not changed. When engaging us in spiritual warfare, almost every time it starts with a thought he plants in our minds. This is why we have to guard our gates - ears, eyes and mouth against Satan's old tactics.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

God-Esteem: Reflect God


As brilliant as the moon looks in the night sky, it has no light of its own.  The light we experience from the moon is a reflection of the sun’s light.  Likewise we have no true light of our own.  God is our sun.  We are the moon, reflecting His light, His image in us. 
The moon is a reflection of the sun, yet it does not take on the same appearance as the sun.  So it is with us being a shadow or image of God’s characteristics.  When God breathed into man, He breathed into him His character, intention, purpose and destiny. 
When the moon is what we call “full” the sun has an unobstructed view of the moon so its light shines directly on the moon.  When the moon turns away from the sun and the Earth gets in the path of the moon and the sun, we can only see portions of the moon.  In the same way when we turn away from God and let stuff get in between us and God, only a part of His light is reflected on us, making His image in us dark and hard to see or decipher.

Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

God-Esteem: Let There Be Light

As I mentioned in yesterday's post when we invite God into our lives He bright illumination, but we remove him there is darkness.  During the period in human history known as the Dark Ages we see this demonstrated very well.  I would argue to this period of constant warfare with virtually no urban life, a time of tyranny, sickness, disease, famine, poverty, and illiteracy was mainly because man took God out of the picture.  

This historically period was followed by the Renaissance, which was a period of rebirth of intellectual enlightenment in literature, art, science, religion and government came about when man started to search for God again.  

So we see that not only in our personal lives, but also in history that when God is removed it results in darkness.  When we let Him in there is illumination and revelation.  

Monday, September 24, 2012

God-Esteem: Order

"And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters." Genesis 1:2

Some believe that there is a gap between Genesis 1:1, "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth", and the verse quoted above.  God created then something happened that is not recorded in the bible, and whatever happened left the earth without form and void - a mess basically.  In addition to being a mess, it was also dark.  We know this because the first recorded words of God in the Bible are "let there be light".  

So the earth was a dark mess because God was not present.  Then God showed up and He brought light.  He also brought order with day and night.  Whenever we remove God from our lives it results in a big, dark mess.  When we invite him into our lives He brings light and order.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

God-Esteem: God's Vision

But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." (I Samuel 16:7)  

God sees things very differently from the way we see things.  When God sent Samuel to appoint the new king of Israel,  Samuel was looking for someone the right age, with the right looks and the right title.  He never considered that a twelve year old shepherd could  be God's pick for King.  In the same way when God gives us an assignment, we are some times taken back by the fact that He has chosen us because we are looking at ourselves from the outside instead of looking inside at our hearts.  When we look to the heart of the matter we will see God because that's where He lives.  He lives in our hearts. So when we look at our hearts we will see God, and when we see God we will see that in Him all things are possible. 

Saturday, September 22, 2012

God-Esteem: It's the God in You


Whether saved or not everyone has had an issue with their self-esteem, and these self-esteem issues go back almost to the Garden of Eden.  In the Bible in the book of Judges there was what might be considered a pretty regular dude named Gideon.  One day Gideon was at work, at the threshing floor, when God showed up.  God spoke to Gideon and explained to him that He a job for him, and that job was for Gideon to free Israel from the oppressive Midianite army.  Gideon is taken back by God’s plan, and responds to God with this,
“Excuse me, God, but you must have me confused with someone else.  It’s me, Gideon.  I’m from the worst family in all of Manasseh, and I’m the weakest person in my family. How can I lead an army that’s supposed to save Israel?” 
Pause right there.  Doesn’t that sound like Gideon had some major self-esteem issues?  Well, the story ends with Gideon and an army of 300, kicking some Midianite butt. 
            What changed Gideon from not having any faith in himself or to liberty an oppressed people?  The answer is a simple one – God.  When he looked at himself he saw God, and his self-esteem became God-esteem.
Copyright 2011 Kendy Ward   

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

What Dreams Are Made Of

Family vacation has become a tradition of sorts with the Ward family.  It started with my parents before I, the oldest of three children, was even thought of.  Each of the three years preceding my birth my parents visited countries in Central and South America.  They tried to continue their yearly trips once I was born, but my grandmother would not allow them. 
 
My grandmother quite often told me the story of how when I was six months old  my parents went to "that far place" and left their brand new baby girl at home with her for two whole weeks and did not call one time to check on me.  My grandmother told me that story so many times I do not think that I will ever forget it.  My grandmother lived in a very small (I think the new politically correct word may be cozy) house, and she shared with me how my parents brought all of my stuff, including my crib that nearly took up her entire bedroom, to her house as if they had no intention of returning for me.  I think that was her fear, that they had left me there with her and moved to "that far place", which happened to be Guetemala.  Suffice to say there were no more trips for my parents there after.

I vaguely remember going on a trip with my parents when I was a toddler to one of the family islands in my home, the Bahamas, but it was not until I was six years old that the real Ward Family Vacation tradition began.  It was that year that we first visited Disney World.  Disney World was a place that I was very familiar with and had secretly  longed to visit for as long as I knew it exited.  I never supposed in my wildest imagination that there was a way that we could leave my little island home and go to this far place.  I had been on a plane once that had taken my mother, cousins and I to Miaim, but that did not seem very far to me because the plane ride had not been that long. But a magical place like Disney World had to be at a least a million miles away from my little isalnd.  You could imagine my unadutlerated excitement when my parents announced a trip to Disney World. 
 
My sister, Denise, was two years old at the time.  She was just as excited as I was.  We were going to Disney World!  I was right too.  It was a very long journey to get there.  First, we flew on the plane to Miami where we stayed over night in a nice hotel, the Omni Hotel on Biscayne Boulevard, which is now the Hilton.  The next day very early in the morning, earlier than I had ever had to get up, we boarded a bus.  It was still dark outside and the bus was what I imagined was beyond freezing point.  From there the bus driver drove us to a place called Orlando where we checked into another hotel.  By this time I was very anxious and thought that we may never get to Disney World.  We had to then get back on the bus and to my delight within a short time arrived at Dinsey World. 
 
It was really all too much for my little brain to take in.  It was like everything inside the television shows I watched and books I read had come to life.  In the back of my mind I suspected that Mickey, Donald and the gang were not really real, but I had enough imagination to believe that they coud be real.  There was Dumbo from Dumbo's Big Top.  I loved to watch that show on the Disney Channel.  There was Pooh Bear, Piglet, Tigger and E'or from Winnie the Pooh.  There was Snow White and the Seven Dwafts along with Sleeping Beauty.  Then right before my eyes was Cinderella's castle!  My parents let us have candy, ballons, mouse ears and almost anything we asked for. 
 
And that is how it all began.  We went back to visit Disney every year there after.  Soon my brother, Quincy, was born and joined in making magical memories with us.  Since we are all adults now, we have went on other family trips to more grown up destinations.  We have been to various parts of the United States and travelled through out the Caribbean.  My sister currently lives in Africa and has travelled to parts of Europe and Asia.  Still  no matter where we go Disney is still our favorite. This year we return as a family to where the tradition began and we are having a magical time.
 
A friend of mine jokingly said to me that I am too old for Disney World.  Disney does not hold the same meaning as an adult that it did when I was six years old.  Today I see the magic a little differently.  The reason that I love Disney so much has very little to do with the theme parks and more to do with with the man himself, Walter Elias Disney.  I find something very alluring, magical if you will, about a man who instead of just thinking about a thing, dared to do that thing.  Making Disney Land a reality was no easy feat and many nay sayers of Disney's day said that it would be a failure. 
 
Mr. Disney started off in animation. His first famous character was not Mickey Mouse, but rather a rabbit named Oswald.  He lost all the rights to Oswald through a loop hole in his contract to a large distribution company that also has theme parks in Orlando.  Mr. Disney left New York very disappointment and discouraged to learn about Oswald, but it was on the train ride from New York back to his home in California that he first sketched Mickey Mouse.  We all know how successful Mickey went on to be.  The money he made from Mickey allowed him to build an animation studio, which allowed him to make alot of the classics we know and love today.  Snow White and Seven Dwarfs was the first full length animated movie ever, and a box office hit. 
 
The idea for Disney Land came to Mr. Disney when he could find no place where both he and his daugthers could have an enjoyable time when he took them on their weekly "daddy/daughter day" . He started to think up the idea of Disney Land, a place that both parents and children would enjoy.  Mr. Disney loved Disney Land but wanted a more private location for his theme park.  That is when he learned of some swamp land in Orlando that was selling pretty cheapily.  He bought a great deal of the land under various aliases because he knew that if the sellers found out that it was him buying the land the price would go up dramatically.  They did find out it was him purchasing the land. The price increased, but it was after he had already purchased most of the land. 
 
He incorporated that land as two seperate cities, Lake Buena Vista and Bay Lake.  This land is approximately half the size of the island I grew up on on!  He started to build Disney World.  Even though, at the time, he had only just began to build Magic Kingdom, Mr. Disney had the whole Disney World as we know it today sketched out.  He never lived to see any of that or even the opening of Magic Kingdom. 
 
I believe that anything good orginates in the mind of God.  Every good idea is a God given idea.  Just like God gave Moses instructions on how to build the Ark of the Covenant, Noah instructions to build the Ark and David instructions on how to build the Temple, I believe God gave Mr. Disney the blue print of Disney World.  It is an example that if you can conceive it, you can achieve it.  A lot of times we are too afraid of our imagination becasue that thing we dream seems too grand, too unrealistic.  My goodness how realistic was the idea of Disney Land when there was nothing like it in existence? 
 
I love Disney becasue it represents for me the notion that no dream is impossible.  If God gives me an idea, it is not for me to day dream about, it is for me to act on.  Now not all of us are going to build multi billion dollar corporations, but some of us can.  Only a few of us will. 
 
I think what would have happened if Noah had not built the Ark.  What would have happened if he spent all those years thinking about building the Ark.  Even though Disney is a "magical" place magic, wishful thinking, hoping has absolutely nothing to do with how it came about.  It came about because of action.  The Bible says that faith without works is dead and the same is with a dream.  A dream without work is also dead.   Dream big and then do big.

Thursday, August 30, 2012

The Power of Prayer is the Ability to Listen

In 2001 I attended a local church where Juanita Bynum was preaching.  Even after 11 years, I still distinctly remember what her sermon was about because it was a catalyst for change in my life.  Her sermon was titled "A New Heart".  Somehow, someway during the sermon I began to look back over my life from the point I had acceptde Jesus Christ as my savior at eight years old to where I was then as a twenty-two year old woman.  I felt struck by the notion that God had a purpose for me, and through those fourteen years I remained in Christian infancy with my purpose not only unfulfilled, but the fact was that I was not even aware that God had a purpose for my life.  As I sat in that church service, I knew that God indeed had a purpose for me, and I had not been walking in it.  I realized that I had wasted a lot of God's time, fourteen years to be exact, not doing what I was supposed to be doing.  

When the alter call was made I was up and out of my seat without much prompting.  That night I rededicated my life to Christ, and to being "about my Father's business".  Once I left church my desire to start walking in God's purpose for my life did not wean.  I knew that I  had to get to know Him because, even though I had been a Christian for a long time, I did not have a relationship with God.  

I had always attended church and read my Bible because I grew up in a Christian home and went to a Christian school, but not because I wanted to or even knew that I needed to have a relationship with God.  When I was in college I did not attend church regularly, I never read my Bible and I seldom prayed.  These were the three areas that I began to develop once I rededicated myself to God.  Of the three, the area that I really started to work out was prayer.  I began reading any and every book I could find on prayer.  My goal was to have a disciplined prayer life and to live what Paul wrote, "pray without ceasing" (I Thessalonians 5:17).  For me that meant not to always be praying 24/7, but, like the Word, to have prayer hidden in my heart.  Having prayer hidden in my heart means to always have conversations with God.

From the time I spent with God and studying prayer, I learnt that prayer is not like what the religious leaders in Jesus' time did.  They uttered vain repetitions.  They said practiced words that had no meaning so people could hear and see them, thinking of them as "holy".  That is not prayer.  Prayer is talking to God.  In the Garden of Eden Adam talked with with God in the cool of the day (Genesis 3:8).  Enoch walked with God (Genesis 5:24).  The Bible says that God spoke with Moses face to face as a man speaks with his friend (Exodus 33:11).  David's "prayer" before going to battle at Ziglag was much like a conversation.  "and David inquired of the Lord, 'Shall I pursue this raiding party?  Will I overtake them?'  'Pursue them, ' He answered. 'You will certainly overtake them and succeed in the rescue'."  (I Samuel 30:8)

I often hear from people, "You pray so powerfully".  What I have learnt is that what makes any prayer powerful is not saying a lot, but not saying anything at all and listening to what God has to say.  Jesus Himself said in John 8:28 that He only speaks what the Father has taught Him.  If you are praying and not listening to God's heart to speak what He says, your prayers are like the religious leaders.  They are in vain.  It does not matter what type of prayer you are praying,  whether it is a prayer of  praise and thanksgiving (Philippians 4:6), repentance (Acts 8:22), intercession (Colossians 1:9-14), supplication (Ephesians 6:18), faith (James 5:15), or agreement (Matthew 18:19), if you are not hearing and praying God's hearts, your prayer is just a bunch of noise.

There is a book called "Conversations with God".  We all need to have constant conversations with God.  Remember a conversation is a two-way exchange.  We can not do all the talking in prayer and expect prayer to work.  Some times we will not need to talk at all because God will do all the talking.  The power in prayer is the ability to be able to listen to what God is saying and then be obedient enough to speak His words and do what He says to do.

Kendy

Sunday, June 17, 2012

Daddy

Baby me and Daddy
     When I was a little girl my dad and I hung out a lot.  My mom worked a morning shift and he worked a night shift.  Daddy was the one that got me ready for school in the morning and made my breakfast. At the breakfast table, he sat at the head of the table and I sat to his immediate right.  Breakfast always consisted of eggs, some sort of meat like bacon or sausage, toast, juice and hot chocolate.  He would read the newspaper and I would chatter non-stop.  Then he would rest down his newspaper, look at me and say,
     "Kendy, do you want to play a game?"  I was three years old.  I always wanted to play a game.  I would nod my head eagerly.  "Ok,  let's see how long you can be quiet.  I'll give you five cents for every minute you can be quiet.  Then you can buy candy when you go to your grandmother's house."  I didn't know what a minute was, but I knew what candy was.  I wanted to play this game.  
     Daddy pointed at the clock on the kitchen wall and explained to me that every time the little red hand moves that's a second and when it gets to the 12 that's a minute. I nodded my head and excitedly waited for the game to start.  
    "Ready! Set! Go!"  The game started.  Daddy picked his newspaper back up, and I stared at the clock with my finger on my lip (that was usually the position the teacher had me in at school because I was always talking in class and there was supposed to be absolutely no talking in class).  Well, I got confused about the red hand, the little hand, the big hand and I didn't know how the number twelve looked.  We'd only gotten to the number ten in school.  After about thirty seconds I said,
   "Daddy, you know what happened in school yesterday?"  My dad patiently put down his newspaper again, let out an exasperated sigh and said,
    "No, what happened in school yesterday?"  
    My dad took me to all my doctors appointments.  He would lift me over those grates in the sidewalk because I was afraid to walk on them.  He taught me to tie my shoelaces.  He taught me how to fish, make my bed and ride my bicycle. 
     Then there were the things I learnt from him by watching him.  Like loyalty.  My dad has been at the same company for over forty years.  Then there's responsibility.   He always took care of us.  There has never been a time when I've asked Daddy for something and he's not given it to me.  Then there's the one that's had the most influence on my life and that's leadership.  
My sister, Daddy, me and my brother.
     One time my sister, brother, Daddy and I were walking into a video rental store.  A man started to have a seizure on the sidewalk.  A crowd stood and watched, but no one did anything.  My dad asked if anyone had anything to put in the man's mouth so he wouldn't bite off his tongue.  No one had anything.  He ran back to the car and came back with something.  He went over to the man and placed it in his mouth.  I'm not sure what he did after that, but after a while the man stopped convulsing.  Then Daddy drove the car up to the side walk.  He lifted the man off the ground and laid him on the backseat of the car.  He asked the people in the store to watch us while he took the man to the hospital.  He told us we could rent whatever movies we wanted.  Then off to the hospital he went.  
    At the time, I didn't realize how major that incident was, but it is one that has had a big influence on my character today.  It cemented in my subconscious he notion that I can never be a bystander.  I can never be a person who stands by and watches when leadership and direction is needed.  I have become that person, even in my family, that takes charge. 
Daddy and grown up me
     I can go on and on about Daddy.  How he was raised in one of the poorest areas in Nassau, and that he worked his way through life.  He put all four of us through college.  He took us on family vacation every year, and it's a family tradition that we look forward to even as adults.  
     On this father's day I want to share with the world how happy I am to have been reared by Kenneth Ward, a man of integrity, patience, loyalty, love, kindness, faith and leadership.  Happy Father's Day, Daddy!  

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Dry Bones

In Ezekiel 37 the Holy Spirit took the prophet Ezekiel to a valley filled with dry bones, and God asked Ezekiel, "Human, can these bones live?"  He commanded Ezekiel to prophesy life to the dry bones.  On the journey of life God leads us to the mountain top and He also leads us to the valley.  The valley is symbolic of the low points in our lives. 

Ezekiel 37:11 says, "Then he said to me, Human, these bones are like all the people of Israel.  They say, 'Our bones are dried up, and our hope has gone.  We are destroyed."  The valley is a place of hopelessness and destruction, and because of our position in the valley our vision is obstructed.  We cannot see that God is sovereign and that His plan is perfect.  If He brings us to it, He will bring us through it.  

And He always brings us through it, but a lot times when He brings us out of that valley we leave some of dry bones behind.  These can be dreams, aspirations, ideas, inventions or relationships.  We leave them in the valley because we got discouraged because we were tired of carrying them, wondering when they would become manifest.  

Just as God asked Ezekiel, I pose the question, "Can these dry bones live?"  Of course, they can.  God will take you back to that valley to prophesy to them and bring them back to life.  Speak to those dry, dead dreams, aspirations, ideas, inventions and relationships, and command God's breath of life into them.  You don't have to wait for a "prophet" to show up. You can prophesy over yourself what the Lord has already promised you.  

Be encouraged.  Do what the word says, "So, prophesy and say to them, 'This is what the Lord God says: My people, I will open your graves and cause you to come up out of your graves.  Then I will bring you into the land of Israel.  My people, you will know that I am the Lord when I open your graves and cause you to come up from them. And I will put my Spirit inside you, and you will come to life.  Then I will put you in your own land. And you will know that I, the Lord, have spoken, and done it, says the Lord.'" (Ezekiel 37:11-14) And watch your dry bones come to life.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Like A Good Neighbor

The senseless murder of seventeen year old Trayvon Martin has made national headlines, and caused protests that are reminiscent of the Civil Rights Movement. Travyon Martin was walking from a convenience store to the home of his father's girlfriend in a gated community in Sandford, Florida, when neighborhood watchman, George Zimmerman, shot and killed the unarmed teen. Yesterday police released the 911 tape from the night of the shooting.

This morning I listened to all eight of the 911 calls twice. The thing that is most startling to me about the 911 tape is not when Zimmerman said, "These $#!% always get away." I'm not interested in debating the "Stand Your Ground" law or anyone's right to bare arms. The thing that struck me, that strikes me, and makes me shake my head in disbelief is that all eight callers said the same thing. They all said that they heard someone yelling for help. Well, my question is simple. Why didn't anybody help him?

I understand that we put our own safety first, and maybe everyone did do the right thing by calling 911. Maybe if I was there I would've not been willing to put myself in harm's way to help someone, but what if someone, just one of those people who had heard this child screaming for his life, had helped. Maybe he would be alive.

It reminds me of Jesus' parable of the Good Samaritan. The Bible says in Luke 10:25-37 that a man was on his way from Jerusalem to Jericho when he was robbed, beaten and left to die. Both a priest and a Levite passed the man lying, dying in the road, and did not stop to help him. Then along came a Samaritan, who stopped and helped the man by cleaning his wounds, taking him to an inn, and leaving him there with money for him to be taken care of.

When we think of this story we often think of doing a kind deed for someone like giving the homeless man on the corner some change out of our car, but the Samaritan did so much more than this for the dying man. Jesus told this story in response to a question from an expert in Jewish law. His question was "how do I get eternal life?" Jesus response was that he was the expert. What did the law say. The law expert quoted the the law - love your neighbor as yourself. Then he asked who was his neighbor. Jesus response was the story of the Good Samaritan.

Who was Trayvon's neighbor? Who demonstrated love like the Good Samaritan? Maybe they all did by calling 911, and maybe none of them did by not responding to his cry for help. I would like to think that if I were in the situation I would be like the Good Samaritan, and I would also like to think that if I was in a life or death situation and yelled for help that someone like the Good Samaritan would help me.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

A Celebration of Life

Tears of sorrow do not stain these coffee colored cheeks. Nor does my heart ache with the burden of regret. There are no wishes from me of extended mortality. Nor the anguish of wondering about your soul's eternity.

You see, today I celebrate my birth, but today I also celebrate your death. For your death forces me to analyze your living, your life. A life that as I flip back through the pages of my memories of you, I read you. I read your life and it was a good book. I stop some where near the beginning of our book of memories, and I read about that time you asked me to help clean the church. Clean the church? Your voice was so soft, so gentle, so entreating. There was no way I could say no. So we came on Saturdays to God's house to clean. There were so many other ways in which you, elegant, sophisticated you, could have served, but that is what you chose to do in His house. That is how you chose to serve Him because His house should look like Him. We cleaned the toilets and the pews, the doors and floors. We, you, kept His house clean and in order. Clean, pure, without the stains of life that was you.

The tears that stain these coffee colored cheeks are not tears of sorrow. My heart does not ache with the burden of regret. I did not wish for your extended mortality and I do not anguish over your soul's eternity. Today, I celebrate my birth but today I also celebrate your death because your death forces me to meditate on my life and my living. Your book had a couple more chapters in it than mine. Today I start chapter thirty-three and I hope, I really, really hope and pray and ask God to please help me live my life like you lived your life. Totally and completely unashamedly for Him. I hope and I pray that my life will touch as many lives as yours. I hope and I pray that I can be a lady because you always were a lady and a fashionista. Before I took the title you embodied the title of royalty, of a queen. Just the way you walked and carried yourself spoke of that royalty. Today I pay homage to you my queen.

Though the tears that stain my coffee colored face blur my vision right now, I am not crying tears of grief, sorrow, regret or anguish. I do not have any questions for God because He let us have you for an appointed time. Before Christmas you came to our Bible study group to say good bye and I had the privilege of taking you home. It was the first time we had been anywhere alone together. You being you, would not let me help you inside your place. I think I knew then what we who are left here are living through now. Yet even then I could not find it in me to question God and throw that temper tantrum that I wanted to throw, asking why. Even now I find myself waiting for that anger or that grief but it doesn't come.

I do not want to run the risk of sounding cliche, but I am just happy that I knew you. That I know you. The essence of a Godly woman and you, your character, your faith, your memory is immortalized in my heart. Yesterday, I wanted to call you to tell you that I loved you, but I felt those three words would not have been enough so I didn't call. I didn't text. I didn't email. I know now that it was the moment of that thought that you were meeting Jesus. Death can not steal the joy I had from knowing you, touching you, loving you because you are one of those few people who left an imprint on my life. I will miss you and I will continue to love you from this distance, knowing that one day we will meet again. I wondered what I would write about today, my birthday. I'm glad I am writing about you.

Today I celebrate my birth but today I also celebrate your death because your death forces me to make sure I live a life worth celebrating. I know you did, my sister, my friend.

Kendy Ward